136.7

Not back for good.
It's starting again.

I hope it stays.

The books online I've been reading throw me into it.
Ana, you were missed.
~
http://content.yudu.com/Library/A1p0mh/Wintergirls/resources/index.htm?referrerUrl=http%3A%2F%2Ffree.yudu.com%2Fitem%2Fdetails%2F213364%2FWintergirls

Wintergirls.

http://www.epubbud.com/read.php?g=BW9JGHCG&p=1

Wasted.

http://this-is-a-fashion-blog.tumblr.com/

Fashion Blog.
~
Over the summer I reaccumulated my heavyset weight of 140...145...148...
two anabuddies who won't talk with me
ugly clothing
an ex-boyfriend
a new boyfriend
scratching/cutting
two 5k registrations
alcoholism
and a wedding invitation.

I feel broken and wonderfully cold.
Always freezing, and distant.


110lb. Dat goal.

137lb. Dat whale.

~alexana 136.7


Never have I wanted to grow fine hair in the small of my back
Crave for my nails to blue
Hair to become brittle

As much as I have wanted thin.