Monday, June 20, 2011

The (overly cliche) New Beginning

Hi, my name's Alexana. And I am anorexic...
*Hello Alexana*
...or at least I was.
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These days I'm not doing so well. Lack of motivation and overwhelming, culinary, piggish influence of friends and parents has rendered my determination weak.
I lost 20 lbs. a year ago, and I now rest at an astonishing, obese 138. BMI of 21.0, which is overweight in our books. The loss of my devotion to beauty is a loss of aesthetic admiration and self discipline/worth.
People consider me above average height at 5'8", and slim. Those are their words though, and these are Ana's:

Get back into it. If you do, you'll be that glamorous girl you admire strutting down the street, putting everyone to shame.

The words I type now represent my new beginning as a pro ana girl -again- and new life at 108 lbs.,
30 pounds lighter, and I will do whatever to reach that goal.


-alexana 138
thin as a rail and light as a feather
(thin as an elephant and light as a boulder)

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