I think I'm starting to fall back into place *knock on wood*.
My weight was 129 this morning, and that's not a number I've seen in a while. Today I had toast and peanut butter, and oatmeal and blueberries. Sounds like alot, right? Well it's not if you only eat half of everything. I feel that puts me in control of my eating and I really like having the ability to say "NO" for once. All my life I've been coached and trained to eat every piece of food off my plate, and hopefully I'll be able to wane from that, especially once I get my own place.
Exciting news by the way, I've just applied to another college (my personal favorite out of the 3 state colleges) and I'm hoping to transfer. Afterwards, I'll move into the city and get my own place where I'll stock nothing but lettuce, hummus, tea, and frozen fruit in my kitchen...maybe some fish on a good night (100 cal. talapia only).
And if any of you get the chance: watch "skins". For the sake of your eyes and everyone else's, don't watch the US version, it's so poorly done. skins has some great thinspo in it, and some real beautiful inspiration. A character, "Cassie" is real spacey and really beautiful in a unique way and guess what e.d. she has? (:
Go find out!
Alright my dears, time to get back on track, and be rail thin.
That's all anyone wants this season, and I'm getting it. Especially for summer.
If I eat anything, I'll eat everything, so I eat nothing.
~alexana 129.4
and some thinspo. ;D
My weight was 129 this morning, and that's not a number I've seen in a while. Today I had toast and peanut butter, and oatmeal and blueberries. Sounds like alot, right? Well it's not if you only eat half of everything. I feel that puts me in control of my eating and I really like having the ability to say "NO" for once. All my life I've been coached and trained to eat every piece of food off my plate, and hopefully I'll be able to wane from that, especially once I get my own place.
Exciting news by the way, I've just applied to another college (my personal favorite out of the 3 state colleges) and I'm hoping to transfer. Afterwards, I'll move into the city and get my own place where I'll stock nothing but lettuce, hummus, tea, and frozen fruit in my kitchen...maybe some fish on a good night (100 cal. talapia only).
And if any of you get the chance: watch "skins". For the sake of your eyes and everyone else's, don't watch the US version, it's so poorly done. skins has some great thinspo in it, and some real beautiful inspiration. A character, "Cassie" is real spacey and really beautiful in a unique way and guess what e.d. she has? (:
Go find out!
Alright my dears, time to get back on track, and be rail thin.
That's all anyone wants this season, and I'm getting it. Especially for summer.
If I eat anything, I'll eat everything, so I eat nothing.
~alexana 129.4
and some thinspo. ;D
(^^ this is actually "Effy" from the series "skins")
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