Good morning my beautiful skinnies!
Let me address my unexplained absence from this (once) daily blog. I've been out looking for supplies and getting ready for school...with my mum. You are all probably aware of this threat that mothers impose upon you, watching you eat and being overprotective about generally everything. Mine has become more than suspicious and started giving me food, sitting with me and watching me eat it. Not only is this completely killing my progress, but its killing my planned ABC Diet. :c I'm off by three days now. (As a side note, I have been fluctuating in the 132-134 range these past days I havent been with you, to prove my point. Thats six pounds from where I was!!)
SO, I'm starting again on day 11, which is where I would've left off anyways. Because I need to lose this forced weight (133.2 currently). My diet is hanging on by a thread, its threatening to fall, and I need to patch things up before I lose it.
The last threat: boys. I dont know how they do it but they can make or break your mood, which almost directly affects your feelings towards your food. If I can be stronger and control what I feel towards them, I can control how my diet progresses.
But these three threats cant break me. I'm going to be stronger, and prove that I can recover.
TODAY IS 150, and I'M GOING TO SUCCEED.
And for a slight tip to avoid eating things you would enjoy, prepare something you would love to eat, or your favorite food. Torture yourself but dont give in, this will make you so much stronger. Put whatever it is in a clear baggie along with other foods you would like to have. mix it up, write the total number of calories in those foods on the bag and look at it. Don't put THAT in your system. It looks gross and probably lies within the triple or quadruple digits.
Please let me know what problems you guys have with your parents ruining your diets, or any successes of hiding them. (: I'm always interested to learn what everyone else does.
Food is disgusting, I hear its what they make shit from.
~alexana 133.2
p.s. Here are some cute little games I found. You can do these to keep yourself occupied and make two people skinny. ;D
Fat Cooker
The Lardener
Let me address my unexplained absence from this (once) daily blog. I've been out looking for supplies and getting ready for school...with my mum. You are all probably aware of this threat that mothers impose upon you, watching you eat and being overprotective about generally everything. Mine has become more than suspicious and started giving me food, sitting with me and watching me eat it. Not only is this completely killing my progress, but its killing my planned ABC Diet. :c I'm off by three days now. (As a side note, I have been fluctuating in the 132-134 range these past days I havent been with you, to prove my point. Thats six pounds from where I was!!)
SO, I'm starting again on day 11, which is where I would've left off anyways. Because I need to lose this forced weight (133.2 currently). My diet is hanging on by a thread, its threatening to fall, and I need to patch things up before I lose it.
The last threat: boys. I dont know how they do it but they can make or break your mood, which almost directly affects your feelings towards your food. If I can be stronger and control what I feel towards them, I can control how my diet progresses.
But these three threats cant break me. I'm going to be stronger, and prove that I can recover.
TODAY IS 150, and I'M GOING TO SUCCEED.
And for a slight tip to avoid eating things you would enjoy, prepare something you would love to eat, or your favorite food. Torture yourself but dont give in, this will make you so much stronger. Put whatever it is in a clear baggie along with other foods you would like to have. mix it up, write the total number of calories in those foods on the bag and look at it. Don't put THAT in your system. It looks gross and probably lies within the triple or quadruple digits.
Please let me know what problems you guys have with your parents ruining your diets, or any successes of hiding them. (: I'm always interested to learn what everyone else does.
Food is disgusting, I hear its what they make shit from.
~alexana 133.2
p.s. Here are some cute little games I found. You can do these to keep yourself occupied and make two people skinny. ;D
Fat Cooker
The Lardener
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