WHY CAN'T I EAT THIS LIKE A NORMAL PERSON?
All of my binges are absolutely disgusting. I'm with the boyfriend, and after sex, I completely lost track of my head, and my pants (walking around in my underwear) and eating FUCKING NON STOP. He thinks it's weird.
But can you really blame the guy?
This package of granola is nearly gone, meaning I've shoveled down 1300cal. JUST from granola.
Not including marshmallows, stew, crackers, juice, honey, smoked salmon, oil....
Hm, this might be the link to my obesity.
I need Ipecac.
Wondering why I can never complete the ABC Diet.
Should I restart entirely? I'm only three days in (fat ass had to join the party), and could just redo my 300 day tomorrow.
Or fast. Fasting's good.
.
On the plus side though (literally),
I weighed myself today: almost 134.
Back where I started.
~alexana 133.8
never again
All of my binges are absolutely disgusting. I'm with the boyfriend, and after sex, I completely lost track of my head, and my pants (walking around in my underwear) and eating FUCKING NON STOP. He thinks it's weird.
But can you really blame the guy?
This package of granola is nearly gone, meaning I've shoveled down 1300cal. JUST from granola.
Not including marshmallows, stew, crackers, juice, honey, smoked salmon, oil....
Hm, this might be the link to my obesity.
I need Ipecac.
Wondering why I can never complete the ABC Diet.
Should I restart entirely? I'm only three days in (fat ass had to join the party), and could just redo my 300 day tomorrow.
Or fast. Fasting's good.
.
On the plus side though (literally),
I weighed myself today: almost 134.
Back where I started.
~alexana 133.8
never again
Fuck! sorry I was expressing our mutual frustration. I know exactly what you mean, but my vice lately has been trail mix. Ugh... Why is it so damn good? I'd fast tomorrow to reset your system , then re try the day you messed up on <3
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